It is funny how I miss you so much right now.
I can't believe I go back to that, everytime.

I wanna stop but I can't. You messed me up. You made me believe that I can love someone else.

Now, here I am, waiting for him to give me all the love that you gave me before.

I can't do this anymore. I feel everything, all the time and I just want this to stop.
I can't do this to him. I can't tell you how many times I just want to talk to you and go back to our relationship, to you.

He's way better than you'd ever be. He's the best person I know. He would never hurt me like you did.
He would do anything for me and I'd still go back.

Even after all of that, you were still my friend. And I can't believe that I will cry myself to sleep tonight, thinking about you. After all these years.
I feel so alone, even when I'm with him.
You left me all alone.
You would know what to do.

He doesn't.
He's clueless.

But he tries.
He tries so much it hurts. He loves me so much he would do anything.
I do too. I love him, even after everything I did, I love him.
I will never find anyone like him.
She fell first but he fell harder.

But I'd still go back.